i do not yet understand how the pieces of my multi-dimensional family puzzle are falling together. i am having difficulty organizing my work because in spite of the apparent differences in themes, mediums or colors there is an interconnectedness between each piece and thus they are indissociable from each other. i am filled at times with hate and at times with tenderness. i seldom feel lightly. i never not feel. the pain is constant, and comes in various tones.
(papa playing football, watercolor on paper, 2018)